Summer Sucks
So this summer officially sucks. Blah. It sucks a lot. So far training for my job has been long and boring. And another thing, nobody will talk to me. I'm the new girl and they are all unfriendly bitches who are so stuck on themselves that they won't talk to anyone else. It sucks not having anyone to talk to or eat lunch with or anything. And it sucks more because Tom lives right by my work but won't come to eat lunch with me. So I end up spending an hour by myself. Ugh it sucks so bad. I also won't get paid until the first of July. I need money NOW. That's why I got a job. I don't want to be paid in July. UGHGHGHGHHG I need that money now!!
Another thing is my car problems. I totalled two cars so my parents are going to buy a new (well used but new for me) car but I'm going to be making monthly payments on it. Anyway, my parents want me to get this 1999 Chevy Malibu that is nice but sooo old. I mean, not like old as in many years ago but old as in a car an old person would drive. Everything about it screams "I am 90". The color of the car, the interior, the fact that the old lady didn't want a cd player or cassette player or anything, the non-powered windows and locks. Everything just is for an older person. I found a cute 2003 Ford Focus that is only a few hundred dollars more expensive but is cute, has power windows and locks, is manual (which is nice because they use less gas), and has a cd player. It is just a lot nicer and my parents absolutely will not look at it. They say its too small but I honestly do not care. Blah it's so annoying!!!!!!!!!!! I don't want a grandma car. It's like the car itself isn't grandma but the paint color and the interior are very grandmaish. I am paying for the car so I should be able to pick which car I get.
The thing that upsets me most is that Tom's family is moving. He will be gone for around two months. He'll be coming back to St. Louis for SLU. But he will be gone for my birthday and the rest of the summer. He keeps talking about how he is going to get an apartment in St. Louis so he doesn't have to move with his family or how he will get his liscense so that we can travel back and forth to see each other and for transportation to his job. But he doesn't have a job to pay for the apartment and he won't go get his permit. Actually he turned in one application and he told me he is going tomorrow to get his permit renewed. He's been doing better than before but I don't know if it is enough for him to be able to stay in St. Louis.
I have been having problems with my old group of friends but the thing is I hung out with them all the time so now that I don't want to hang out with them its like I either hang out with them or I don't hang out with anyone at all. It's just been such a tough summer! I never thought I would say this but I miss being in school because this summer is killing me.
Anyway, that is all for now. I'm gonna watch The Chronicles of Narnia. Au revior.
Another thing is my car problems. I totalled two cars so my parents are going to buy a new (well used but new for me) car but I'm going to be making monthly payments on it. Anyway, my parents want me to get this 1999 Chevy Malibu that is nice but sooo old. I mean, not like old as in many years ago but old as in a car an old person would drive. Everything about it screams "I am 90". The color of the car, the interior, the fact that the old lady didn't want a cd player or cassette player or anything, the non-powered windows and locks. Everything just is for an older person. I found a cute 2003 Ford Focus that is only a few hundred dollars more expensive but is cute, has power windows and locks, is manual (which is nice because they use less gas), and has a cd player. It is just a lot nicer and my parents absolutely will not look at it. They say its too small but I honestly do not care. Blah it's so annoying!!!!!!!!!!! I don't want a grandma car. It's like the car itself isn't grandma but the paint color and the interior are very grandmaish. I am paying for the car so I should be able to pick which car I get.
The thing that upsets me most is that Tom's family is moving. He will be gone for around two months. He'll be coming back to St. Louis for SLU. But he will be gone for my birthday and the rest of the summer. He keeps talking about how he is going to get an apartment in St. Louis so he doesn't have to move with his family or how he will get his liscense so that we can travel back and forth to see each other and for transportation to his job. But he doesn't have a job to pay for the apartment and he won't go get his permit. Actually he turned in one application and he told me he is going tomorrow to get his permit renewed. He's been doing better than before but I don't know if it is enough for him to be able to stay in St. Louis.
I have been having problems with my old group of friends but the thing is I hung out with them all the time so now that I don't want to hang out with them its like I either hang out with them or I don't hang out with anyone at all. It's just been such a tough summer! I never thought I would say this but I miss being in school because this summer is killing me.
Anyway, that is all for now. I'm gonna watch The Chronicles of Narnia. Au revior.
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