Wow It's Been Awhile
So I have not written anything in a long time. I think I want to start writing on this blog again. I don't know how long I will keep up with it, but I'll try my best.
Me and Tom are still dating - its been 13 months. Recently he's been so busy with his fraternity I feel like he doesn't have enough time for me. And when we do spend time together he is being rude and calling me names. For example the other day I wanted to walk to go buy dinner. I asked if he wanted to come and he said yes. As we started walking I could tell he didn't really want to come so I told him to go back to his room and do homework cause I could just go by myself and meet up with him later. I said this like five times knowing he would later complain that I MADE him go with me when in reality I would rather have just gone by myself cause he was cranky. So then he yells at me later and calls me a time constraint.
I can't even picture even kissing him anymore because of all the mean things he has said to me lately. Like whenever he wants to fool around at all I just don't want to at all because of how he's treated me lately. I don't know exactly what to do because I still really care about him but he's been acting like such an asshole recently.
Well now I'm at SLU. SLU's got lots of good things going on. I can always go back and visit my family and they can bring me up all the stuff I have left at home. There are many more things to do at SLU then at Truman. However, I did not even realize how much more expensive everything would be at SLU than at Truman. Dance lessons are extremely expensive here and so is the equestrian team. At Truman it was really cheap and fun. I miss my old friends like crazy and I am having the hardest time meeting new people. I feel like all my friends who I know at SLU don't want to hang out with me anymore so as of right now the only person I really hang out with is Tom. Who is being mean to me. Not the best situation.
Anyway, that's just an update on my current situation. I wanna see how long I keep up posting on this blog. Not necessarily every day but at least on a weekly basis.
Me and Tom are still dating - its been 13 months. Recently he's been so busy with his fraternity I feel like he doesn't have enough time for me. And when we do spend time together he is being rude and calling me names. For example the other day I wanted to walk to go buy dinner. I asked if he wanted to come and he said yes. As we started walking I could tell he didn't really want to come so I told him to go back to his room and do homework cause I could just go by myself and meet up with him later. I said this like five times knowing he would later complain that I MADE him go with me when in reality I would rather have just gone by myself cause he was cranky. So then he yells at me later and calls me a time constraint.
I can't even picture even kissing him anymore because of all the mean things he has said to me lately. Like whenever he wants to fool around at all I just don't want to at all because of how he's treated me lately. I don't know exactly what to do because I still really care about him but he's been acting like such an asshole recently.
Well now I'm at SLU. SLU's got lots of good things going on. I can always go back and visit my family and they can bring me up all the stuff I have left at home. There are many more things to do at SLU then at Truman. However, I did not even realize how much more expensive everything would be at SLU than at Truman. Dance lessons are extremely expensive here and so is the equestrian team. At Truman it was really cheap and fun. I miss my old friends like crazy and I am having the hardest time meeting new people. I feel like all my friends who I know at SLU don't want to hang out with me anymore so as of right now the only person I really hang out with is Tom. Who is being mean to me. Not the best situation.
Anyway, that's just an update on my current situation. I wanna see how long I keep up posting on this blog. Not necessarily every day but at least on a weekly basis.
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