Stressed

Damn I am stressed right now. I have two exams tomorrow. So let me start this off by saying recently I have had to get all kinds of tests done because I am having neurological abnormalties.

That being said, I had to miss two of my Psychology of Teaching class. In this class most people type up their notes. So the other day I was trying to find someone to email me their notes from the classes I missed. Everyone I asked would not do it. Some people came up with excuses that were obviously lies. A few others just ignored me. That is the thing I will hate most about SLU. People are just downright assholes here. I have never been surrounded by such a rude self centerred group of people before.

So I am going into the exam tomorrow missing about six pages of notes. I am so fucking screwed. God I hate assholes.

On top of that there is the whole Tom thing. Tonight he asked me what I would think if he transferred to an art school. I told him honestly I would be pissed because I came here to this school which I am not liking so far and I am having a really hard time adjusting and making friends. And he wants to leave after I gave so much of my old life up so we could be together. We kinda discussed how we would probably break up if he did that. He didn't seem phased at all. I know he gets upset when I say I sometimes don't feel like he cares about me. But if he did wouldn't he at least be a little upset by the idea of breaking up? We have been together a long time and I hope he isn't just dating me out of habit.

Well off to study for the midterm I will be failing anyway.